Well. Maybe I've made a choice. What would be so wrong about settling down here? Is it terrible that I truly enjoy being with my family? I can't imagine being gone from them for months. Even when I lived on my own, I saw them every week. I wasn't ten minutes away. I can talk the talk all I want about wanting to go take some acting contract and be gone for nine months...but who knows? Maybe I'd be miserable. Maybe what I really want is just some semblance of a direction. Even if it is here. I can't imagine having to rely on acting for my only source of income. It's just too unstable.
What if I had a place here? What if I fell in love, got married, and just had a life? Would that be so bad? Thoughts to consider.
In other news, being a princess is fun ;)
